Expressive Silence

Birthday Gurl

2012-01-30T18:49:00.001+04:00

I turned 24 yesterday and I can easily admit it was one of the best bithdays of my life. Earlier I blogged that I wasn’t excited about my 24th birthday but 3 men changed it all for me. Anyway this isn’t about what I did on my special day felt like a Princess and all that jazz but you can bet your ass that I had loads and loads of fun. You know something? I know 24 ain’t old and stuff but tell

Can I Have This Moment Forever?

2012-01-22T00:24:00.001+04:00

This isn't gonna rhymeThere's no reason behind writing this but pure loveLove so pure, it washes over meAnd fills my world and this universe Life has taken on a movie like qualityIf only I could have this moment foreverI wanna tell you how much I love youDo you see it in my eyes? Just you & me and no one elseI can't see anyone but youYou're all I think aboutYou've become the cynosure of my life

An Island Of Love

2012-01-18T10:42:00.000+04:00

On an island where no one livesI wanna make a home for usJust you, me and our loveWouldn't that be enough? Love, care and understanding showeredWhat more I needSelfish thought I knowI want you only for me To love and cherish foreverTo wake up in your armsTo see your face every nightTo keep you safe from all harm No sorrow shall touch usI'll comfort you when you're downReach out for you when you

Thanks For The Memories

2011-12-31T10:59:00.000+04:00

Sick of broken dreams, tired of the lemons life has thrown at me, today I promise to move ahead – without you, your drama, with my life on and on with my head held high. You, Sir, outta the door. Take your memories. Take the pain. It was a mistake – the second chance. Let me remember you with fond memories and how you were years ago – love so pure and untarnished glory. Won’t whine about the

Post Break Up Letter To My Ex & To The Next

2011-09-18T04:12:00.000+04:00

What happened Asif? I keep asking myself the same question. Why did you change so much? Why didn’t you try harder? Why? I know I’ve tried. Why did you let these years fall and drift away into nothingness? I’ve come a long way from asking questions and being clueless about my life after left. After you’ve become successful and are now singing praises of other people and after having

What Is Writing To You?

2011-08-20T19:00:00.003+04:00

Can you put it in one word? For me it is... Orgasmic.

Naked Truth

2011-08-10T19:00:00.002+04:00

Lost in the medley of emotionsAnd the cacophony of wants and needsDwelling deeper into senseless desiresThe mirage of glitz I aspire Up, down, round and roundSpin it faster around me babyThe web of lies and deceitSpins no one else but me Love me, touch me, shame me foreverScar me as I bleed your nameThen tell me all those things I crave to hearBaby except my untapped power no one I fear Set me

Don't Just Exist - LIVE!

2011-08-08T16:27:00.000+04:00

Change is a constant factor in mine. Stagnation scares the shiz outta me. Not kidding. I always wanna be on the move, experience new things, see new sights, feel new feelings. I’m restless. That’s me. Have you ever wanted to pack your bag, go somewhere new, become a hippie, breathe raw scents of nature that will fill your heart and your soul and that moment will always be captured in your memory

Just Friends...?

2011-06-18T22:01:00.000+04:00

When I wake up to the same old routineOut of habit I should've been whiningThat yet another long day it must beBut I see a text from you and it brings a change in me You're my best friend, I'm very comfortable around youI'm sweet, caring, silly and a darling to youYet something's been happening latelyTry as I may I can't let this feeling be Every morning I think of you and smileAnd it's been

Home

2011-06-13T00:50:00.003+04:00

The hardest part about this post has been penning down the countless thoughts that have come to mind the moment I had a sudden strong inclination to write about the one thing that I hold exceptionally dear in my life – my family. Let me tell you about them. I got a wonderful set of parents, 2 brothers and 2 sisters and we all share a very strong bond and deep affection for each other. Asking

Tsunami Of Sorrows

2011-05-01T22:23:00.003+04:00

I’ve been in a devastated state of mind. Let me first turn off the damn BB. Every time I write “DND” as my status, every fucker remembers I’m alive. Or just when I get down to doing something important or get on my “me” time, people start pinging me. It’s getting difficult to ignore BB and I’m addicted so badly to it. *All Alerts Off* Right. So this is a total rant post. I like to write or speak

This Time I'm Serious

2011-03-18T14:01:00.000+04:00

Its going to be 3 years. I don't know how many times I've heard these words from him. Sometimes I laughed, sometimes I blushed, sometimes I got angry, sometimes I just wasn't bothered to reply, sometimes I blankly said no. Life has literally thrown us against the wall, broken our backs and it has also given us a joy ride. We're thankful. The circumstances of the below given chat is really tensed

Sordid Affairs

2011-03-10T20:12:00.003+04:00

What if who you essentially are right now is all that you are ever going to be? What if the essence of who you are and have always been is enough? What if you knew that the impulse to move in a way that creates beauty in the world will arise from deep within and guide you every time you simply pay attention and wait? How would this shape your stillness, your movement, your willingness to

It's Over

2010-12-19T23:21:00.001+04:00

I've tried to ignore things for a long time now. But I couldn't let go.Something has died tonight within me. I weep for it had to be.Our egos so big clashed.It's not about love anymore.He is blind in his vanity and power.So, I load myself with medicines hoping my pain will numb forever.

The Chronic Player

2010-11-11T13:29:00.005+04:00

Foreword : This poem is dedicated to a friend of mine who is very close to my heart. I've written this with her in my mind but it in no way captures what she is as a person. Such is a poem, you can't capture it all. And so is life - it always reveales a little more than we know at every step of the way... To Sam A girl who is ready to scar, just so she won't get scarred by love. She’s one of

What Memories Does Your Notebook Hold?

2010-11-09T02:39:00.001+04:00

I was going thru my little notebook which is always with me. In it I write things to remember, my to do lists are scribbled in it. Phone numbers, appointments, budgets etc etc. This little thing which looks really like a scrap book cuz of the use I've put it to, actually holds many memories for me in its own way. When I was in India last month, this little notebook is where I kept the leaf my

An Eternity Ends

2010-10-11T18:16:00.001+04:00

Heart beats in a rhythm so fastNow the period of wait is pastBreathing shallow yet steadyI now have to get ready A smile escapes my lips and reaches my eyeThe years waiting for him have gone byIts time for him to finally see him in fleshJust thinking about the first meeting makes me blush I'm happy, nervous, ecstatic and so much moreIf I let this escape me, I'll be tornBy the happiness that seems

Fantasy Or Destiny?

2010-08-12T13:33:00.001+04:00

She had everything she desired. She fought for everything she achieved so far in life. She knew fulfillment of desires demanded a price – many such she paid. Many of which she was ready to pay. Life was set in a simple way. A plan chalked out to achieve it all. The wheels were set in motion. It was all a matter of time. She was doing everything she wanted yet there were days she found it

That Guy

2010-06-13T14:17:00.000+04:00

So distant yet so nearLike I dream, I fearWill be gone when I open my eyesAnd there won't be any goodbyes His laugh I can't remember muchBut I do reminisce with great pleasure, his touchHe smelt so good, almost intoxicatingI use his perfume so his smell stays with me I don't know how far this rendezvous will goI just know I don't want this to end, I can't let goNot yet, I haven't had enough of

Blogadda Travel Photos Contest

2010-05-28T18:10:00.000+04:00

Hi peeps, 'Here's my entry for the Blogadda Travel Photo Contest. These are 5 of my favorite pictures ever clicked by my cam. Hope you love em. One of my favorite places in the world - Manali, India. The no camera can do justice to the beauty of this place. This picture maybe hazy given that it's shot from my cellphone, but it still reminds why I left my heart back in Manali. The sun peeping

Slipping Away

2010-05-26T05:10:00.004+04:00

Slipping awayLike the sand in my handI can’t hold on to itIt was never mine to be held Slipping awayLike time in itselfI can’t do the best with itIt has never stopped for anyone Slipping awayLike lifeI can’t always do what’s rightIt was never told how much I’d have anyway Slipping awayLike loveI can’t hold it in my palmsIt can be shared but not smothered Slipping awayLike you from my lifeI

The Morning After Dark

2010-04-24T01:31:00.000+04:00

Tomorrow we'll part ways like friends Handshakes and kiss on cheeks Enough was the act in itself, the heart knows Made memories of us, so steamy Out of free will we shared forbidden emotions Reminisce your taut body with a strong pull Now I'm giddy craving your touch I watched you sleep exhausted but glowing Naturally strong passions consumed us completely Grown out of dark deep desires

Ruffled

2010-04-18T11:42:00.001+04:00

Innocent playful gestures not so innocent after all His intentions not so clear, she isn't a saint after all A breath on the neck draws a sigh from deep The light touch of lips on the shoulder is all she can do to keep Herself from sinking her teeth gently into his skin He wants to shed it all, give into this tempting sin Playful, nudging they seem to look Deep down knowing some barriers

Happy Second Anniversary, Love!

2010-04-01T00:00:00.016+04:00

Last year, you surprised me with the a great LOVE STORY. Today I have none of that to give you back. All that I have to give, is my love and sincere gratitude to you for being everything you are and it's simply because of you my life is so beautiful. Thank you. ☺ Is there anything that I haven't said to you in the past two years? I doubt it. I've written some beautiful verses with you in my mind

Its Funny...

2010-03-26T09:32:00.000+04:00

...How fast you can wake up when you realize you've overslept..

My New Personal Blog!

2010-03-22T08:28:00.000+04:00

Hey hey hey! How r y'all? Been too long I even said huh? here at ES. No worries, no worries. It's better late than never. Coming back to ES, I don't feel like blogging about my life here and feel so unesy calling it my 'personal' personal blog, y'know? It's just too creative for me to write about my spoils. And it'll always be this way. So my fellas and my gurlfriends, I've moved to my new bab

Dearest Jowy....

2010-03-21T17:39:00.005+04:00

Baby, I love you...And all those things you used to doYou're the sunshine of my life, babyYour smile lights up my life, cutieEvery day I think about you, little oneTogether we've had so much funYou annoy me with your crazy anticsAnd then I can't stay mad at you, cuz of your naughty tacticsCan't wait to see your innocent face again, little devilAnd hold you in a tight hug, my baby angelI couldn't

Emptiness [Ms.R.'s Back]

2010-03-18T13:03:00.003+04:00

Don't wanna boast when I say I got it allDon't wanna squirm when I don't see you in this hallWhat's the point I wonder in achieving so much?When you're far from my reach, my touch?Everyday I go on thinking of the dayWhen we'll be together, it's still so far awayI wait anxiously, anxiety grips my heartI want you the most but we're so far apartHere in this party that honors my successI feel I'm the

Litter

2009-06-16T13:54:00.001+04:00

There is of much litter everywhere. She’s been trying to clean it up, but it’s like déjà vu every time she turns around – didn’t I just clean that? Trying to clean it all up but litter is of all shapes and sizes. Prioritize she tells herself. There is so much to be done. Everything is pending. Yet nothing will happen is all this litter is scattered around.People’s expectations are rising yet she

PS I Love You

2009-06-16T08:46:00.003+04:00

Please listenStay backILong for you to love me foreverOpen your heart to meVery slowly call my nameEarnestly I will respondYou please don't be a mirageOnly forever you areUniquely my strength for survivalPS Didn't get it? Even I didn't :P

Random Reality

2009-06-15T08:30:00.000+04:00

HerI'm sorry I've been so upsetAnd I've taken it all out on you in this pretextGhosts of my past are haunting me somehowI get nightmaters about the dreadful things now...HimNow I understand why you've been so strung upI won't ask lecture you or ask you to fess upThey are your unseen nightmares but open your eyes and seeI am your present and future - the reality is me...***************************

The Blue Rene Meme

2009-06-14T08:45:00.002+04:00

Welcome to Sunday Stealing. Sunday Stealing originated on WTIT: The Blog authored by Bud Weiser. Here we will steal all types of memes from every corner of the blogosphere. Our promise to you is that we will work hard to find the most interesting and intelligent memes. You may have heard of the expression, “honor amongst thieves”. In that age-old tradition, we also have our rules. First, we

Learn To Last

2009-06-13T15:15:00.000+04:00

Sometimes life can be so unforgivingWhen I try to play it cool, it’s tryingSo much happening around me, it’s unnervingGot it all yet life can be unsatisfyingI don’t understand why they are laughing… No! I don’t need the drama, take itNo! I can’t handle the glam so don’t push itSometimes all I want is to lie low, so accept itSometimes I’m just not bothered yet I fake itI want to be down so just

Her Touch...

2009-06-12T21:10:00.000+04:00

PS No pictures in this one. Everything left to imagination...The silky feel of her skinThe smooth curves of her figureShe sheds her clothes with a slight grinDrives him mad with anticipationShe makes him crazy as her hips swingHer legs are long roads he wants to exploreHe is so light, he could be flying without wingsFeelings heighten now and threaten to explodeThe feeling of her warm

Summer Love

2009-06-11T11:15:00.001+04:00

Disclaimer (added as an afterthought) - This resembles to no one living or dead or ghostlike. It's a work of fiction. Sometimes the feeling is so rightWith all my friends I had to fightIt wasn’t just summer love I knewIt was love all brand newI trust him so muchI shied away at his touchThings got so heated between usBut then there wasn’t supposed to be a fussI was falling so deep in love with

Drugs & 'I'm Fine' Don’t Go Together

2009-06-09T13:25:00.003+04:00

The sun rises upon the worldBut she's been awake for so longDidn’t sleep the last nightDrugs kept her up all nightShe feels so lost and aloneThere's nothing more to hold on toLong erased were differences between wrong and rightLong given up, a will to live, a will to fightIt's just she against the world she thinksShe's not bothered she admitsWhat has life given her she wonders?Her soul, used and

Of All The Things I've Lost, I Miss My Mind The Most

2009-06-09T10:40:00.001+04:00

… Well kinda yea.Last night I was going thru my teenage in my mind. Yes it was one of those 'reflective' moments that make us feel old, good, useless or whatever about ourselves.So yes, I was a rebellious teen. If my parents wanted me to do something by Plan A, I'd take Plan X. I was mad. My friends joked that I spent half my life grounded back then. Half? That's not even close to it. Every other

Ek Baar Muskura Do

2009-06-08T10:45:00.001+04:00

Firdaus jhoom uthayFiza muskura uthayTum muskura utho tohKhuda muskura uthayEk baar muskura doEk baar muskura doAfsana-e-chaman kaUnwaan hi badal doPhoolon ka sar kuchal doKaliyon ka dil masal doAakash ki jawaniBaadal main moun chupayeMahtaab doob jayeTaaron ko neend ayeZohrajabeen pari rukhKamseen iman ho anjumAnkhain sharaab aaheenJazbaat nay talatunHiltee hui labon parHansta hua taranaAye dil

Yet Another Night

2009-06-08T08:30:00.002+04:00

It must have been 3 am. Her eyes opened for the third time that night. Sleep is a boon. If only God would bestow that on her… she snuggles to her body pillow. He isn’t there but at least the pillow at the pressed against her back was poorly filling in his place.Closing her eyes, she remembered his face as he’d have been by her side. Peaceful in sleep, his body angled at a position in which she

30 Reasons Why It’s Great To Be A Girl

2009-06-07T16:30:00.000+04:00

1. A new lipstick can actually give us a whole new lease on life.2. Men still think they have to pay for our dinners (fools).3. We can walk around in our man’s tee without looking queer. Boys would look gay.4. We don’t have to shave our face.5. The whole circumcision business.6. Slumber parties are super cool and we know that. Men will never understand.7. Pick up lines. We’re spared of using

Do I Look Like This?

2009-06-07T12:30:00.007+04:00

I found these ads thanks to my guy claiming I look like this Zoozoo... Check out this commercial. I swear it was sooo hilarious. I found myself laughing like crazy in the washroom when I was straightening up. God! They're so cute that I was even offended :PCheck out this one... It's hilarious like the rest. Zoozoo is on blogger. Do check out all the Zoozoo ads here. They'll sure get you

Cocaine in Red Bull Coke?

2009-06-07T07:45:00.007+04:00

It's amazing what all you get to hear in the new these days. Is this old news or no news for you? I heard it over the radio yesterday that Red Bull has now been banned in parts of Germany, Hong Kong and Taiwan after being tested positive for cocaine in the new Red Bull Coke. UAE authorities are now testing the product here for possible traces while the Red Bull has denied all allegations.We as

Crossroads

2009-06-06T17:40:00.000+04:00

Cascading I was for so longRandom thoughts lead me onOn a crossroad my life standsSuddenly I am clueless about which path to takeSo tempting each one looksRight, yet, just one will beOn the other side is my destinationApparantly twisted by these crossroadsDilemma has obscured my thoughtsSo I decide to let my instincts take me there...PS I know I've always been pathetic @ Acrostics. Sorry Amias *

My Lil Award Ceremony

2009-06-06T11:19:00.004+04:00

Hey fellas and gurlies,This is my little award ceremony held in honor of people who have in some way touched me :)For Common Man, Pulkit, Ajey, Fatima, Ashrita, Sonshu, Ann, Tan, Nuchu, Prats, Aditi and Apurva this is a little thank you from my side for writing a special something on my blog. All of you touched me deeply firstly by accepting to write and then taking your time out to do something

R Goes Higher

2009-06-05T14:00:00.000+04:00

I had written this a week or two ago. Postin it once again cuz it's close 2 ma hart...Today, I am going to do,Something I should have done long ago...I am not perfect, not even near.I am so human, I have my fears...It's time to get past the uncertainties, put them to rest.Before I lose this chance, it's time to tell you, you are the best...Sometimes I wonder why people say we fall in love when we

Happy Birthday Fatima!!!

2009-06-04T08:34:00.003+04:00

Today I want to wish a very special person who is celebrating her birthday. I really respect this wonderful person who I've never met, yet feel, I've known her for life. She's just amazing. My posts are incomplete without her comments and I can relate to everything she writes. From the first post onwards she's touched the strings of my heart in a very different way. She's amazing, beautiful and

I'll Continue To Live Forever...

2009-06-03T16:46:00.000+04:00

Amna sat looking at the television set. It was showing her husband’s interview. He looked so matured, yet so grave, as the interviewer gushed on and Atif replied robotically. This was meant to be a landmark in their lives. He was a budding designer and now his designs were getting the recognition they had always dreamt of. The first step to achieving their goals. He had a long way to go. He had

Expressed, Finally.

2009-06-03T12:09:00.007+04:00

Guest Post? Wait a minute! Ms. R. can be a guest at Expressive Silence, not me! I have been a part of this crazy roller coaster ride since Expressive Silence was "Princess' Diary". Yes it was. Maybe I was the third one to know about her blog after her, and Mr Common Man. I am not boasting or anything, just reminiscing my journey here. Expressive Silence has been a part of my life as much as Crazy

To Ms.R from Princess Sonshu

2009-06-03T08:00:00.000+04:00

First of all congo to Ms.R on her 100th post. I will grab this opportunity to write a fable for Ms.R! Here's my story for Ms.R! hope you like it... Thanks for the opportunity..its an honor.